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Sand in My Hand
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Characters: Éowyn
Rating: PG
Pairings: Aragorn/Éowyn
unrequited
Genre: Drama/Angst
Length: Short story
Summary: After
Aragorn’s departure to the Paths of the Dead, a bitter Éowyn
ponders on her feelings.
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I
stand here, in the middle of the camp. I don’t care about
the murmurs of worry surrounding the place. Time stopped when you
left me, your response still echoing in my ears, still echoing in
my heart… I feel frozen, like a proud statue, beautiful yet
deprived of all life. The last spark of hope I had was linked to
you, and you destroyed it with one word.
My
handsome Ranger of the North, you look rough yet your heart is kind,
you have the magic of the Elves within you, you are all a woman could
ask for. But you forsake me to follow a hopeless road, an inexistent
dream. I shall not blame you, for you are a noble warrior, but in
the darkness of this night, I understand our fate. We are meant to
die.
Now
that I know our destiny, I do not wish to stay behind, rotten by my
own bitterness and anger. I will seek for death, death and glory,
in the mist of the battle, with my kin. I will fight for those I love
and die with honour. I will not see my life disintegrating around
me, ashamed to be still alive to see the fall of the men’s world.
For
once, I will choose. I will have this freedom I was always denied.
I will not let my life slip away from me, helpless, like sand in my
hand. I no longer feel the cool wind on my face, or the warmth of
the fires. My mind is set on one aim. I will follow you, my shadow
love. You are on your Path of Death; I will soon be on mine.
I
smile sadly in the candlelit cosiness of my tent, when my eyes fell
on my armour. I grab my sword and make a few movements, swift and
precise. The sound of steel in the air is strangely comforting. It
reminds me of you. Of our little encounter before we left Édoras.
You said then that I was a Shieldmaiden. I will prove it, my love.
And maybe in death we will be reunited. This is my very light of hope
in all the despair I am. And while I’m falling in an uneasy
slumber, I have a last thought.
I
love you, Aragorn.
THE
END |
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